One month down, I am over it. Already. I just want to sleep. I am over the running here and there. I am over the heat. So so so over the heat. I enjoy spending time with my daughter. Really I do. I also enjoy just having Mommy time. Summertime does not equal enough Mommy time. I am again finding myself in need of remembering to keep it balanced. She does not have to be entertained every second.
I have dealt with more flares than I expected. We had more roadblocks than I expected. I always feel like I did something to cause the flare. I let my guard down somehow. I spend so much time reviewing what I have and have not been doing to keep myself at the same level. Have I been resting enough? What about my diet? Have I been active enough? On one hand I know its more of a balance thing and its not possible to keep it in balance always. Flares are gonna happen no matter what. I also know I have a tendency to push when I know I am starting a flare. It works for me sometimes, when the kid is in school. It is not working for me with her here. I even added back in almost nightly baths in Epsom salt with menthol and lavender.
I am trying to remember I need to be patient with myself as much as I do with the kid. I knew I would flare. I guess I just forgot how badly I could flare. If that makes any sense at all.So here is what we did accomplish:
Sunday June 29th
A very mentally stimulating sermon on Sunday. We are lucky to have the talented Barbara G Walker in our congregation. I love when I am intellectually stimulated to learn more on the subject! All in all a very relaxing and enjoyable day.
Monday June 30th
Monday we walked to my cleaning job. Well I walked she rode her bike. She is getting really good at it. She lost TV and computer privileges so she had to read the whole hour and half of my cleaning. As you can see it was tough. Neeka loves it though.
We also found this chair for the kid. No we did not buy it. It was some ridiculous price and space is at a premium here. We did however take a picture. It lasts longer that way.
Spritzers were my thing when I was pregnant with her. She thinks she has a soda. Little bit tricky mom right there.
Tuesday July 1st
We spent the morning doing Math and reading and we skipped writing in favor of sewing her purse. A light lunch and we were off to a library class. We car pooled with Princess P and family as the one we went to is ….a bit creepy. There is a large homeless population that congregates around the library. We used to go to this one a lot. It is kinda far away though and there are several nicer ones closer. The wonderful world of invertebrates, so interesting! Starfish are now called Sea stars because they are not really fish. Whatever, Patrick will always be a starfish to me. There was even a hermit crab……race. The marine biologist was great and stressed the importance of conservation. He gathers all his specimens from the sea and returns them after the class. So even he didn’t know how the races would go.
Princess P was more interested in exploring so I took her out to read and explore. It was a real hardship to spend some quality quiet time with her, let me tell you. The lap sitting, the little hands, the kisses, and yes even the sassy.
Wednesday July 2nd
The same marine biologist had a class at a different library. He said it would be the same content but that each class is customized to what the kids were interested in. The kid was a bit more willing to touch things at this class , there were a few new preserved animals and live animals. This one we also heard a story about tides and there was a discussion about tides, how they work, how far apart they are, why they are good.
Another hermit crab race with new hermit crabs. This time they raced across the US….however the oceans were a big draw! lol.
Thursday July 3rd
Math tutor lesson .. Daddy sat in on this one for the beginning while Mommy snuck out for breakfast with a friend. We did our hour of reading , an a writing prompt. Then we just took the rest of the day off. The storm passing through is really messing with me. I know I am on the outskirts of this flare and I really want to rest but I also suspect the amount I have been resting is also messing with my sleep at night as I have not slept well the past two nights. This is a chronic illness rock and a hard place.
Friday July 4th
This year we were really popular and got three invitations to fourth BBQ’s. We were going to go to Princess P’s house however without a car, transportation is an issue. Instead we went to a friend’s house who is much closer.Much more exciting though was that we found our new car! That will probably have it’s own blog post though because I am that excited about it. Here is a sneak peak though
We had a great dinner…..
We went downtown and parked the car , we then walked to get Gelatto and then down to the beach.
It was nothing short of gorgeous.
It took three weeks or better but I finally got to the beach again! Hopefully now that we have a car we can go more often as originally planned.
Saturday July 5th
Today is all about recovering. I have not even gotten out of my pj’s. I have not had coffee. I don’t want to wake up. I have not had the tv on. I am paying the price for not only being so active yesterday but also my diet choices yesterday. The bathroom and I have spent a lot of quality time together. I doubt I will even get dressed today let alone get out of bed for more than a few minutes. Medication , possibly a bath and lots of water are on the menu today. My stress level and even my conscientiousness level will go down dramatically as the kid will be off to a sleep over.